assalamualaikum everyone...
it has been a really long time...but actually I have tonnes of stories to tell...every story that I had are all about my life throughout the path of being a doctor...
well, last two weeks was quite a tension and stressful week for everyone..we were getting back the examination papers and finally getting the bands and total points for semester II... everyone was freaking out because the result would be crucial to determine our placement results of the university of our choice...
I was extremely grateful and highest gratitude to Allah for rewarding me with such success...however, there are people around me that did not manage to even pass the minimal bound for honor roll...so, they get sad...and both of my best friends here faced with that failure...
as I was kind of heartless, I went to check the results board and got the idea to count number of people who passed the bound of honor roll...honestly I did not mean to cause any harm or pain to others but unfortunately my best friend were hurt...she was very angry that she started to curse and also make fun of me saying that my result was not that good and it won't be long...
I was very furious to hear that but since I admitted that I am wrong, I know I should just keep quiet and bare with it for sometimes...I did stand with it...but when we were meeting her younger brother who happened to be in the same college as us, her brother was saying something that even me was surprised...
he said that;
"as friend you should be happy for your friend's success, not hoping her to care about what you would feel"
and surprisingly she answered;
"for what must she be happy for her friend's success when she was failing"
i was taken aback and at that instant point I know that she would not become a true and honest friend..in a way, she was just being friend with whom she can take advantage on...
and I started to realize how a friend would do that unless she is not a friend but a competitor which makes us enemy to each other in the competition of reaching out our hand to our goal...
so sad but I have learnt to accept the fact.... :'(
