80. Idle

assalamualaikum,

well, I am very3 tired today...i had an oral this morning and also class decoration at night... I did not go to terawikh because I was actually having an aching leg..so, I thought that I should have a good rest...

however, I ended up going to my classroom and decorating it for the theme of the Rememberance of al-Quds...

and there were only like 2 peoples including me that actually cam to the class to make the decorations...haha

anyway, I don't mind about that...but I really think that the way I am leading my life is so idle...

I am doing something yet I don't what exactly I am doing...

I am so close to someone yet we are actually so far away...

i know someone yet we actually don't know each other...

kawan vs lawan

assalamualaikum everyone...

it has been a really long time...but actually I have tonnes of stories to tell...every story that I had are all about my life throughout the path of being a doctor...

well, last two weeks was quite a tension and stressful week for everyone..we were getting back the examination papers and finally getting the bands and total points for semester II... everyone was freaking out because the result would be crucial to determine our placement results of the university of our choice...

I was extremely grateful and highest gratitude to Allah for rewarding me with such success...however, there are people around me that did not manage to even pass the minimal bound for honor roll...so, they get sad...and both of my best friends here faced with that failure...

as I was kind of heartless, I went to check the results board and got the idea to count number of people who passed the bound of honor roll...honestly I did not mean to cause any harm or pain to others but unfortunately my best friend were hurt...she was very angry that she started to curse and also make fun of me saying that my result was not that good and it won't be long...

I was very furious to hear that but since I admitted that I am wrong, I know I should just keep quiet and bare with it for sometimes...I did stand with it...but when we were meeting her younger brother who happened to be in the same college as us, her brother was saying something that even me was surprised...

he said that;

"as friend you should be happy for your friend's success, not hoping her to care about what you would feel"

and surprisingly she answered;

"for what must she be happy for her friend's success when she was failing"

i was taken aback and at that instant point I know that she would not become a true and honest friend..in a way, she was just being friend with whom she can take advantage on...

and I started to realize how a friend would do that unless she is not a friend but a competitor which makes us enemy to each other in the competition of reaching out our hand to our goal...

so sad but I have learnt to accept the fact.... :'(

Kung Fu Panda

assalamualaikum...

hmm, today writing would based on the story of Kung Fu Panda...and I wonder if there is still anyone whom still not yet watch the movie...and if there is people in that category, I wish to give some free advice...take it or leave it as you wish...the advice is, watch it...why??? because if you watch it with one good intention, which is to learn something valuable from it, you will always get one for sure, and more maybe... :))

Allah is the most powerful creator..

well2...and to those who already watch the movie, then it is great...anyway, did you people actually watch it for fun and leisure or did learn something from it...you better have something that you learnt haaa...or else, it would be a waste...

haha...there are many things that can be moral values to us..should I list it?? yes, I should...because, if not...then me myself will forget about it..haha...okay then, here is the list...

1. the way of those five master in kung fu worked themselves together when fighting against Tai Lung should be something that we should take on the message..

~be cooperative and not selfish~

2. the sifu, despite the feeling of hopeless to know that Po would be the Dragon Warrior, he still teaches him with full effort...

~never give up and never say never~

3. eventhough Po work hard by aiming food as his motivation, he at least, has the effort to motivate himself...

~have something as our motivation and inspiration~



when people watch this movie, the value and message that is supposed to get across to us oftenly left behind...hence, there are sayings in this movie that we should realise and hence work it out...

1. There's no secret ingredient to greatness besides faith in yourself. To be able to create something special, you have to believe you are special. This is the main positive theme that resonates throughout the film.

2. Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today? Today is a gift, that's why it's called present.

3. Often the path one takes to avoid their destiny is the very one that leads them to it.

4. There is no price for Awesomeness or Attractiveness.

5. There are no accidents. Everything happens for a reason.

knowledge is everywhere, who search, they will get...learn it by heart... :)

William Shakespeare

A fool thinks himself to be wise, but a wise man knows himself to be a fool.

William Shakespeare

Be not afraid of greatness: some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them.

William Shakespeare

Better a witty fool than a foolish wit.

William Shakespeare

Better three hours too soon than a minute too late.

William Shakespeare

Expectation is the root of all heartache.

William Shakespeare

Having nothing, nothing can he lose.

William Shakespeare

Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we often might win by fearing to attempt.

William Shakespeare

Pleasure and action make the hours seem short.

William Shakespeare

Talking isn't doing. It is a kind of good deed to say well; and yet words are not deeds.

William Shakespeare

Gain is Pain

hiho...~~~

do you have any ambition??? does anyone out there has nothing that they dream off?? if you think there is, you are absolutely wrong...this is because, everyone has their own dream and ambition...we always have our own vision of what we want to reach and achieve...

however, in some people who have the opportunities and are brave enough, they will live for their dream and try their very hard to embrace the chances that they can benefits to make sure that they will be able to get what they want...

BUT, there is still some other people who lack opportunities and they are lacking in many more aspects that they will finally decided to bury their own dreams deep under the ground of their life...they actually are making a wrong decision...they wasted what they have and they are actually backing off even before the war for their dreams even started...

do you know why???

because they are actually brave enough to have vision and dream something high than what they are having at the present..but because of their fear, they let down their guard and let their fear to control them...hence, they are led to a wrong decision making without able to rationalise that their dreams are the only out of their fear at the moment...so, they should always try to reach out their hands to their vision instead of pulling back off...

some people do make mistakes....but to those who did not yet made the mistakes, do not be at ease because our obstacles are way ahead of us and we might be thinking of backing off in the future...so, everyone of us should be careful and beware of the fear inside us to make sure that no matter what is the circumstances, we still have the courage to not let out guard down and fight for our opportunities along the way that we have chosen....

anyway, gud luck to myself and everyone of my friends...may we all be successful together... :)

Dream Come True

hye...sorry for leaving the blog without update for quite sometime...hehe...was busy lately and totally tiring...cannot help for sleeping right after I returned home so there was no chance to be online these past few days...

hehe...anyway. about dreams...I dunno why during these holidays,I tend to talk a lot about dreams...maybe I as excited and felt motivated since I just get my inspiration from the sunbae of my dream...haha...what the (-) am I talking about now...

okay, let us see, when we dream about something it is something that we can foresee it...we can imagine it and we can fantasized of becoming what we dreamed and achieving our dream...so, that is simply a prove to us that what we dream is actually what we can and have the ability to achieve it...

so, practically, once there are already dreams in our heads, focus onto it and never give it up just because we are feeling tired and as if we would not be able to manage it...because, the truth is we can do it and that is why we are able to dream of it...so, think twice before letting go your dreams and everyone of us should be holding tightly to our dreams so that it will never being let go...we should set our eyes onto it, and just it and that is it...it will be enough and more than enough for us to have our dreams come true...

so, good luck and may the God bless our dreams....may my dreams come true...as soon as possible...with an easy and safe journey towards achieving it... :)

Journey of Life

well, hehe...that is it...life is a journey....success is always a journey...because once we achieved a success, it is not the end already...the road is still far away to be lead on in life....

that is why we should never give up or stop....we can pause to take a deep breathe before we take off again...and when we are continuing the journey, be sure that we do not board in a wrong plane...hehe...