the present

olla...peace be upon you...hehe...

hmm, what do you think about the future, present and past....

well, the future is something that we are planning for...

the present is now...

and the past is something that we should learnt from it...

the future will lead us to our dream.no matter how much that we long for that dream, we should never get controlled by fear and stress...be chill and everything will be okay...we should just let it follow the flow to bring us what we aimed for....if we earned it earnestly...hehe

motivation

well...hello there....

hmm, today's entry is about demotivation of ambition...i oftenly feels that maybe i could not do it, i do not meant to become what i dreamt of....huhu....it is all because of the pressure that come through the pathway of my life right now...i used to rethink if I did actually made a wrong choice...

but still, even it is wrong, i got to make the best out of it...i think in this situation, I should get back to my principle - no choices are right but we got to make the best out of what we chose - yeaaah!!

hehe...I found this quotes and it motivates me more...since the pressure that I felt is caused by the people around me who likes to think that they are smart and even the smartest..i think it is their hobby to be boastful and belittled other...huhu...

anyway, let us just ponder upon this quotes...


" MARK TWAIN
keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. small people always do that, but the really great ones make you feel that you too, can become great "


hehe...so, now i know what is the resolution that i should do...hehe...i should choose with whom do i make friends with...am i right ?? hehe





like this very much...people only know what they think they know about us and what they can assume they understand us...


but they will never know what is really in our hearts...so, be strong gurl to remain your target in the sky....

i am back..

haha...feeling really good to have been able to come back, finally...yeah, finally when i am at least free, eventhough it is just a temporary freedom...wut?? whateva...

hmm, actually i was quiet busy because i am having a critical situation at that moment...i was having my semester examinations in which it will affect or more likely to determine where i will be going after this IB diploma thingy...huhu

okay, now, let us move on to the most important part which is...preparation for the exam...ah-ha...you knnow what, coz this exam was the most important exam in my life, i was like having the most extreme fear in me...but we all know that fear is not good for grades yaar...try watch 3IDIOTS...ahha...

okay, i was very scared during the week before the examination started...so, one evening, i went for a walk around the field just to take a long rest after studying...but, it is unlikely for anyone to be walking at the field around 2 o'clock in the evening...so, what the???

hmm, i was walking until i decided to stop and relax at the pavillion...so, i sat there for quiet a long period of time just to relax my heart a bit...i kept talking, 'aal iz well, aal is well...' just hoping that even though i do not have solution for it, but i will not fear it...haha...very funny story indeed...i kept laughing to myself when i rethink about it...

so, when i was sitting alone at the pavillion, i was motivating my self...and, at the moment, when i kept tossing my fear away, i remembered Allah...so, i tried to motivate myself using words and logic thinking by justifying why on earth do i have stuck in KMB and do this...i was finally okay...

and when i returned to my dorm and opened up the Quran tafsir, i found something that surprises me... which is :

"(iaitu) orang yang beriman dengan hati mereka menjadi tenteram dengan mengingati Allah. ingatlah, hanya dengan mengingati Allah-lah hati menjadi tenteram" 13:28

wow, at that time i felt that i was such a blessing from Allah....hence, afterward, i continued my revision in peace and harmony...muahahhaha...

that is all, anyway, i will always aim for my ambition which is the sky...even though it seems far away but i am sure that if i believe in my heart, i can hurdle any obstacles with Allah blessings and helps for i will do it with support from my beloved parents...hehe

i'll be back...in no time...

i'll be right back here....to update and renew everything to start afresh....huhu....having lots of errands to do for the mean time....can't afford to spend some time for blogging...huhu...

Good...is not good enough...

hye again to my dearest bloggy...

today, my post will be about good deeds...but, i will be talking in malay....hehe...

ha, nk jadikan cerita nye...

kenapa kita kene berbuat baik dalam hidup??? 

bukn ke kalau buat bende wajib je pn da dpt masuk syurga???

haaaaaa, jawapannya senang je...mane twu buat bende wajib pn dapat syurga...? Allah ade ke bagitau kt kita semua yg org yg buat amalan wajib mmg masuk syurga??? kalo gitu kenapa ada amalan sunat?? kenapa Rasul pn buat amalan sunat??? kenapa para sahabat pn byk buat amalan sampingan selain amalan wajib??? ce jwb dulu sendiri....

kawan2, dosa pahala tu Allah yg tentukan...syurga neraka pn Allah yg tentukan...tu sume keje Allah...jadik nye, npe kita nk nyebok...bukn tu je, knp kita yg memandai?? sedangkan Allah itu lagi maha berkuasa dan mengetahui atas apa yg Dia buat...

nk share la 1 cerite nie...harap daapat ambil pengajaran....erm, seorang sahabat nabi, iaitu Umar al-Khattab...beliau merupakan salah seorag sahabat nabi yang mulia dan InsyaAllah dijanjikan syurga untuknya....namun demikian, tiket untuk beliau masuk ke syurga adalah sebenarnya atas penilaian hanya kepada 1 kebaikan atau amalan yg dilakukannya...amalan itu ialah kebaikan Umar ketika beliau mengasihani seekor burung dan memberikannya air untuk diminum...[kalau xsilap la...tp cter nye mmg pasal burung... :) ]... kebaikan yg ditunjukkan oleh Umar itu telah menjadi penyebab untuk Umar diberikan tempat di dalam syurga...

so, sebab tu lah, kita tak pernah tahu pn, bila, amalan apa, kenapa Allah bg kita tiket untuk masuk syurga...sebab sume tu keje Allah...kita tak leh campur tgn...dan ilmu kita tak pernah mmpu untuk menjangkau ilmu Allah yg maha mengetahui....hehee

so, jom lah kita ramai2 buat baik...buat baik tu xrugi pn...okey je...xsusah mane pn kn.... :)

sahabat... (",)

NASIHAT yang boleh diikuti dalam membina persahabatan ialah sebagaimana pesanan Al-Qamah (seorang sahabat Rasulullah saw) kepada anaknya :

Pertama:
Pilihlah sahabat yang suka melindungi sahabatnya, dia adalah hiasan diri kita dan jika kita
dalam kekurangan nafkah, dia suka mencukupi keperluan...

Kedua:
Pilihlah seorang sahabat yang apabila engkau menghulurkan tangan untuk memberikan jasa baik atau bantuanmu, dia suka menerima dengan rasa terharu, jikalau ia melihat kebaikan yang ada pada dirimu, dia suka menghitung-hitungkan (menyebutnya).

Ketiga:
Pilihlah seorang sahabat yang apabila engkau menghulurkan tangan untuk memberikan jasa baik atau bantuanmu, ia suka menerima dengan rasa terharu dan dianggap sangat berguna, dan jika ia mengetahui mengenai keburukan dirimu ia suka menutupinya.

Keempat:
Pilihlah sahabat yang jikalau engkau meminta sesuatu daripadanya, pasti ia memberi, jikalau
engkau diam, dia mula menyapamu dulu dan jika ada sesuatu kesukaran dan kesedihan yang
menimpa dirimu, dia suka membantu dan meringankanmu serta menghiburkanmu.

Kelima:
Sahabat yang jikalau engkau berkata, ia suka mengucapkan yang benar dan bukan selalu membenarkannya atau mempercayainya saja. Jikalau engkau mengemukakan sesuatu persoalan yang berat dia suka mengusahakannya demi meringankan dan jika engkau berselisih dengannya, dia suka mengalah untuk kepentinganmu.

Dalam memilih sahabat kita hendaklah memilih sahabat yang baik agar segala matlamat dan
hasrat untuk memperjuangkan Islam dapat dilaksanakan bersama-sama sahabat yang mulia.

Sucikanlah 4 hal dengan 4 perkara :

"Wajahmu dengan linangan air mata keinsafan,

Lidahmu basah dengan berzikir kepada Penciptamu, 

Hatimu takut dan gementar kepada kehebatan Rabbmu, 

..dan dosa-dosa yang silam di sulami dengan taubat kepada Dzat yang Memilikimu."

saling menasihati

peace be upon you my blog...

erm, it really has been a long time since i last posted here...wanna know why...it was bcoz, i have been busy lately....so, bcoz of that freaking frustrating buziness that ate my time, i was unable to absorb any tazkirah to be delivered and shared in this blog....i dont want to spend time writing unbeneficial post and entry...

i dont even know how come it can be like this... but i think, i got something to be written here...lately, most of people somewhere were buzily arguing and trying to build up their fundamentals of their beliefs...well, it was about MUSIC...

hmm, is MUSIC allowed or forbidden in ISLAM???

there was a talk, a religious talk in thursday night that came up with this topic...the ustaz was talking something about music and suddenly it came to something more heavy to be discussed on...it was said that music was forbidden in islam...even nasyid..the reason given was that those musician were singing with the accompany of beat and melody that is not in ISLAM way...

there was also an issue that was saying 'someone' is the head of the devil but that someone was pretending to be 'soooo-god person'....i dont want to say out loud the name of that person, it will cause humiliation...however, how can we know the truth??? so, the best way is to learn and keep researching...

ber'ittiba is only allowed when the person believes in what another person says and also when that person who is following had no chance and time to do research to confirm the situation by himself....only at that point where 'ittiba is allowed...

we had naqibahs' meeting not long after that....and we try to find the best answer to give to everyone regarding this issue...when we looked into it, music can come to a state called syubhah...but, when someone who already had such a high level of iman compared to those who have lower level, the people that has high level of iman will probably tends to merge syubhah into forbids...

nk ckp malay boleh x??? okey....terima kasih....

well, well, well...senang citer nk cakap nye....bile org kate xboleh, yg tu jugak lah yg kita nk ikut...tah pape jek la kita ni sume....tp yg pasti en, manusia ni mmg macam tu...kalau Allah kata jangan dekati zina, kita akan loyar buruk cakap Allah kata jangan dekati zina bukan jangan buat zina...ape kene ntah dengan manusia ni...jgn salah faham, manusia tu pun merujuk pada saya juga....xda nye nk tuding jari kat sape2...mintak maaf...

pastu, bila dah keluar ijmak ulamak kata tak boleh muzik tu, kita yang tak tau apa2 ni ikut je la...sebab kita pn xpasti lagi...ilmu kita ni banyak mane la sangat sampai terasa cam nak bantah kata-kata usataz tu....fikir logik je...kalo buat mungkin dosa mungkin tak dosa...tapi kalau tak buat, cuma tak dapat enjoy je tapi yang pasti mmg konfem xkan dapat dosa...betul x??? ISLAM itu mudah....islam selalu ajar kita untuk main kat tempat yg selamat...kita ikut jela...bak kata org putih 'play safe'....wt mende tu pn susah ke??? haiya....

kay la....da abes modal nk bebel....bye2...till the next write....